Final
Death is final.
Thats all she wrote.
Goodnight Vienna.
We are terminal, and death awaits every single one of us, which is one of life's guarantees.
Having a friend die suddenly, no warning, no run-up, and you weren't even on the path, completely blindsided. Is one of the most confusing and frustrating things to experience.
The worst thing about it is that you don't get to say goodbye, you don't get to do anything, it is final, it is done.